I wonder if it has anything to do with the god he's supposed to be. I don't know much about him - uh, the myths, I mean. But Baal's pretty much the head of his pantheon, isn't he? Sort of like a father... maybe that's why he's so responsible.
Oh, I don't know if any one person is the head of this pantheon. They make decisions as a collective, after all.
But Baal fashions himself as something of a leader, and previous Baals also...fashioned themselves in that role, to varying degrees of success. Being the leader of their own pantheon only gets one so far when it comes to the recurrence. [ A beat. ] Woden is also the head of his pantheon, and they are... [ He trailed off, with a frown. Nobody likes Woden, after all. ]
[Utena freezes, her expression growing dark. There's a moment of silence as she grits her teeth, and the sharp look in her eyes might be a familiar sight to anyone who's crossed her. But this would be David's first time seeing her this angry, wouldn't it]
So, I'm guessing Woden's always been a scumbag? Or is this a new thing for him?
[ It's always so hard, to keep his face as blank as he needs it to be. He can see the anger in her eyes, and it makes David's heart beat a little faster with delight. He'd gotten under her skin, after all. He coughed, and shook his head. ]
Oh no, he's...been like this since he surfaced. [ Was he always like this? Sometimes, David doesn't know himself. Was he always a monster? Was he always so terrible? He doesn't think he was. He'd raised his son well, gone through all the appropriate motions, treated the everyone in his department equally... ]
Traipsing around with women that he'd offered demi-godhood to, and using their power to grow his own? He didn't even pay them until recently, and there are...stories of what he does with them.
[ Not that they were true. He didn't touch, not like that. But David knew what everyone else said. ]
[ David lifted an eyebrow. ] In our world, some would do anything to touch the divine, to have a taste of the pantheon. The fans...they get a piece of it in song, but... to get the rush and high of doing it? I think some people would do anything to feel included among the gods.
[She remembers her first concert. How terrifying and exhilarating it was, and how it opened up new worlds that she never even knew existed. It was phenomenal. It was life changing.
What would she give up to experience it?
Nothing, she tells herself firmly. She doesn't need it. She doesn't want it. She has her own power; godhood is not a necessity]
Yeah, well, I guess I'd have to be there to really get it.
[Her voice is quiet, and rough, and she can't quite look David in the eye.]
[I had nothing. Those three words break through everything, through judgement and pride and fear, and strikes something deep in her memory. Her expression softens, and she rubs her arm, using the feel of the fabric to distract herself from her shame.]
Some people would do anything to feel special. It's easy to forget that when you're always in the spotlight - you know, like we are. But when you find something that makes you special, that makes you shine... if you've never had that before, then you'll hold onto it, no matter how bad it is for you.
And I guess he's not used to people who don't need him like the people back home. I bet being around actual superheroes makes him seem a little less special now, huh? He's not really a god to anyone here - here he's just another imPort, just like the rest of us.
[She smiles sheepishly, scratching the back of her head]
I mean, at least you have a better idea of how to handle these guys than anyone else here. I wouldn't mind having a power like that right now, to be honest.
Oh, all I can do is tell you what some of their past pantheons were like, and the legends and sources of their worship.
It's...not nearly as exciting as I make it out to be. Borderline useless. However, if someone like you is ever in need... I would always be willing to lend a hand.
[She breathes out, letting out some of the tension that she's built up over this conversation]
Hey, I'll take what help I can get. Seriously, Doctor, thank you - I appreciate it. Really, I do. And if there's anything I can do to make it up to you, just let me know, okay?
[ He paused, and held out a hand. ] Would you like my number? Just in case? I think -- you likely have more experience with Woden than I do, but if you ever need the help, I would love to offer it.
[He's taking a while to put his number in, but... well, he's kinda old, isn't he? Doctor Blake wouldn't be the first old guy she's seen take his time with phones or computers, and she takes her phone back and shoves it back in her pocket without a second thought]
Hey, will do. I should probably get going now, though. Have a good day, okay, Doctor?
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Date: 2018-07-13 03:06 am (UTC)[ David chose his words very carefully, didn't he? ]
Baal does, however, exude some measure of natural "coolness", so it should be unsurprising that he wouldn't have to work at that one.
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Date: 2018-07-14 03:56 am (UTC)But Baal fashions himself as something of a leader, and previous Baals also...fashioned themselves in that role, to varying degrees of success. Being the leader of their own pantheon only gets one so far when it comes to the recurrence. [ A beat. ] Woden is also the head of his pantheon, and they are... [ He trailed off, with a frown. Nobody likes Woden, after all. ]
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Date: 2018-07-22 04:07 am (UTC)So, I'm guessing Woden's always been a scumbag? Or is this a new thing for him?
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Date: 2018-07-23 03:50 am (UTC)Oh no, he's...been like this since he surfaced. [ Was he always like this? Sometimes, David doesn't know himself. Was he always a monster? Was he always so terrible? He doesn't think he was. He'd raised his son well, gone through all the appropriate motions, treated the everyone in his department equally... ]
Traipsing around with women that he'd offered demi-godhood to, and using their power to grow his own? He didn't even pay them until recently, and there are...stories of what he does with them.
[ Not that they were true. He didn't touch, not like that. But David knew what everyone else said. ]
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Date: 2018-07-26 05:16 am (UTC)[Her voice is quiet, with a rough edge to it, and she crosses her arms across her stomach]
To be honest, I don't know why anyone would put up with that crap. Then again, he's not really the kind of guy to just let someone walk away, is he?
[It's a rhetorical question, and she makes no effort to hide the bitterness in her voice]
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Date: 2018-07-30 02:52 am (UTC)[ David lifted an eyebrow. ] In our world, some would do anything to touch the divine, to have a taste of the pantheon. The fans...they get a piece of it in song, but... to get the rush and high of doing it? I think some people would do anything to feel included among the gods.
[ You know. Like kill your own son. ]
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Date: 2018-07-30 06:20 pm (UTC)What would she give up to experience it?
Nothing, she tells herself firmly. She doesn't need it. She doesn't want it. She has her own power; godhood is not a necessity]
Yeah, well, I guess I'd have to be there to really get it.
[Her voice is quiet, and rough, and she can't quite look David in the eye.]
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Date: 2018-08-01 03:41 am (UTC)Here I am. With superpowers.
[ A half-laugh. ] Useless powers, of course, but still powers. I had nothing, back home. It's easy to see why some would compromise.
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Date: 2018-08-02 12:21 am (UTC)Some people would do anything to feel special. It's easy to forget that when you're always in the spotlight - you know, like we are. But when you find something that makes you special, that makes you shine... if you've never had that before, then you'll hold onto it, no matter how bad it is for you.
[She's not talking about gods anymore.]
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Date: 2018-08-02 02:06 am (UTC)Such a low price to pay.
You understand, now. Why some would be around someone they find so vile, for something so... grand.
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Date: 2018-08-02 04:51 am (UTC)[maybe that's why he's SUCH A HUGE DICK]
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Date: 2018-08-02 05:03 am (UTC)[ David said, and shook his head, ruefully. A ghost of a smile on his lips. ]
Even here, my position is far...diminished compared to the rest of you. Perfect mythological recall is hardly... a good power.
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Date: 2018-08-02 05:14 am (UTC)[She smiles sheepishly, scratching the back of her head]
I mean, at least you have a better idea of how to handle these guys than anyone else here. I wouldn't mind having a power like that right now, to be honest.
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Date: 2018-08-02 05:25 am (UTC)It's...not nearly as exciting as I make it out to be. Borderline useless. However, if someone like you is ever in need... I would always be willing to lend a hand.
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Date: 2018-08-02 06:00 am (UTC)Hey, I'll take what help I can get. Seriously, Doctor, thank you - I appreciate it. Really, I do. And if there's anything I can do to make it up to you, just let me know, okay?
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Date: 2018-08-02 06:05 am (UTC)[ He paused, and held out a hand. ] Would you like my number? Just in case? I think -- you likely have more experience with Woden than I do, but if you ever need the help, I would love to offer it.
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Date: 2018-08-02 06:10 am (UTC)[Don't mind her, she just needs a second to fish for her phone. As soon as she digs it out of her pocket she hands it over]
Here you go - and again, thanks. If nothing else, it's always nice knowing that you have somebody you can depend on.
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Date: 2018-08-03 04:36 am (UTC)[ David held her phone, and fiddled, plugging in his number.
But he left her a gift behind, for later, as well. Not that she would see it, until it's too late. ]
Here you go, and please, call me anytime. I'm happy to assist.
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Date: 2018-08-04 03:17 am (UTC)Hey, will do. I should probably get going now, though. Have a good day, okay, Doctor?
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Date: 2018-08-04 06:30 am (UTC)You do the same, yes? We'll talk soon.